there is nothing wrong with you, Beloved
I remember the very first time that someone told me to stop putting a label on myself and to understand that being neurodivergent was my superpower. I stopped putting myself in a box of self limiting beliefs and instead I committed to an intense schedule of self alchemy, shadow work, channel clearing, and seeing where I was causing my own suffering.
Then I began to understand that my own suffering was only possible when I was complicit in it.
as difficult as it seemed at the time, each lesson I was being presented with. I began to see it for what it was - a lesson that I myself had chosen prior to beginning this incarnation, and the interest of my greatest good. I noticed when I was unable to stay neutral, and instead of looking around to blame external circumstances, I went back inside myself and showed appreciation for the beauty of a trigger that highlighted to me where I was not yet free.
often I commiserated my experiences of rejection and abandonment in groups. I said to my teacher that I hadn’t found anywhere that I could fit yet. In a life-changing moment she replied “well Vic, what if there’s only meant to be one of you for a reason? have you considered that?” Then my life began to make sense in a way that it hadn’t previously. I could see the bigger picture and spirit gave me vision after vision of the future so good I could barely dream it. That being said, I knew enough to have faith in the unseen.
I stopped expecting the external world to make things easy for me and I embraced every part of my beautiful and authentic self. I now understand that my frequency is different because I was born to show others a different way of being, the way of Christ consciousness, at this turning point in human history. I understand that it’s good to be different in a world filled to the brim with corruption, dysfunctional power dynamics & scarcely mindset. It is courageous to not fall to fear and to groupthink at this time.
Beloved, there is nothing wrong with you and now is the time to love every single part of yourself without seeking external validation.
Live your life from love, authenticity & integrity. Nothing can go wrong.
I remember the very first time that someone told me to stop putting a label on myself and to understand that being neurodivergent was my superpower. I stopped putting myself in a box of self limiting beliefs and instead I committed to an intense schedule of self alchemy, shadow work, channel clearing, and seeing where I was causing my own suffering.
Then I began to understand that my own suffering was only possible when I was complicit in it.
as difficult as it seemed at the time, each lesson I was being presented with. I began to see it for what it was - a lesson that I myself had chosen prior to beginning this incarnation, and the interest of my greatest good. I noticed when I was unable to stay neutral, and instead of looking around to blame external circumstances, I went back inside myself and showed appreciation for the beauty of a trigger that highlighted to me where I was not yet free.
often I commiserated my experiences of rejection and abandonment in groups. I said to my teacher that I hadn’t found anywhere that I could fit yet. In a life-changing moment she replied “well Vic, what if there’s only meant to be one of you for a reason? have you considered that?” Then my life began to make sense in a way that it hadn’t previously. I could see the bigger picture and spirit gave me vision after vision of the future so good I could barely dream it. That being said, I knew enough to have faith in the unseen.
I stopped expecting the external world to make things easy for me and I embraced every part of my beautiful and authentic self. I now understand that my frequency is different because I was born to show others a different way of being, the way of Christ consciousness, at this turning point in human history. I understand that it’s good to be different in a world filled to the brim with corruption, dysfunctional power dynamics & scarcely mindset. It is courageous to not fall to fear and to groupthink at this time.
Beloved, there is nothing wrong with you and now is the time to love every single part of yourself without seeking external validation.
Live your life from love, authenticity & integrity. Nothing can go wrong.